The Truth is Difficult to Bear

I hate these sleepless nights
Oh the Spirits they conjure
Please take me from here

If tonight, I showed up at your door crying
Would you recognize me?

I hate this lying mask
Oh how it deceives them
Please take it away

If tonight, I showed up at your door crying
Would you recognize me?

Because I need a release
Somewhere to breathe
God, I feel pathetic
But I can't lie anymore

Blackened steel, red pills
Is this the definition
Of surivial? but...

If tonight, I showed up at your door crying
Would you recognize me?

Because I need a release
Somewhere to breathe
God, I feel pathetic
But I can't lie anymore

I need you here

Two A.M. and I'm gone
I'm losing hope yet again
Please take me from here

If tonight, I showed up at your door crying
Would you recognize me?

Because I need a release
Somewhere to breathe
God, I feel pathetic
But I can't lie anymore

I need you here

No dear, I won't lie; I can't lie
I need you here...